Chapter 14

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Yaro had trouble finding sleep since she’d left. She tossed and turned all night, longing for memories consumed. She had the feelings, the drive, but the reason wasn’t there. How could she chase something without reason?

Sleep always did catch her, eventually. It may take a few days, but her physical exhaustion proved to be a fine reason for sleep to slip by her worries and capture her.

This was one of those nights where dreams tried to claw at her. Before they could drag her into a fantasy, a thump and whimpering brought her fully back. She was about to be attacked.

She held still, her cloak covering her in a heap next to some trash. Three humi stood in darkness, auras beleaguered with inebriants and anger.

There was a fourth person, a serpent, the one who wept and hissed in anguish, a pain of body and mind.

Yaro gained her bearings. She nestled under a bridge in yet another city she didn’t know the name of. The people here spoke a kind of mixture between the common Lald and something breathy. She could make out most of what the drunkards spat.

“You’re about to be more snake than humi,” one laughed. “just a few more hacks and you’ll look right.”

They surrounded the serpent, leaning over them while they coiled close against the bridge’s glistening wet wall.

“You should just skip town. Go back to your home. Go eat some rats in a cave like the rest.”

Scared words eked from the serpent, “the baker says he needs me. P-please, leave me alone.”

A blood-curdling wet thwack came as the center humi drove some kind of blade down. Yaro didn’t have an angle to see properly, she couldn’t risk exposing herself.

“Shut up, wretch. Keep talking and you won’t be able to catch anything but rats!” They laughed hysterically, bending backwards with so irksome exaggeration. They stumbled back, catching themselves before they fell onto Yaro.

She took the opportunity and jumped at the stumbling humi. She drove her claws into the squishy arm flesh, eliciting a gasp of pain and surprise.

She took the moment of confusion as an opportunity to better assess the situation. The humi she grabbed felt limp, like they were ready to pass out and soil themselves. The other two took too long to turn and react. The serpent, a young gorgon, sat in a pool of rain-water-diluted blood, shimmering in the dim city light from either end of the alley.

They were missing one arm and several head-mouths. Blood poured from her remaining arm, tendons holding on by a thread while bone poked from either end. She had to act quickly, to at least save her life, if not her arm.

She needed more time, more confusion. She shouted, echoing, “To Yon with you filth. Leave now, or face the righteous anger of a Tukk soldier.”

She took a gamble on their religious nature. Even if they weren’t the most righteous believers. She would bet their drunkenness would bring about more feelings of fear for their souls.

They stared at her dumbly. She would need a heavier chip than words, it seemed. If they were going to leave, they'd do so in a hurry. So she let go of their companion and regrasped him with one arm around his neck. Her other hand now free, she called the burning in the pattern on her palm, summoning flames that lit the alley. She snapped it on the ground. “Leave! Or your friend dies.”

They looked at one another, wordless communication with their eyes. They turned and ran as cowards, screaming about a monster from Yon.

She had exposed herself, cloak billowing behind her like a tent in a storm. She threw her captive to the ground, commanding them to leave as well, if they wanted to keep their head.

They vomited on the ground before scrambling up and after his companions, clenching tightly on his arm. It reeked of alcohol and shone with half-digested meat.

She ignored the bile and turned to the gorgon. She approached the creature, wondering why she did so and why she attacked those humi. She compromised herself, not only letting them know she existed, but also revealing her form. Even before this creature, cowering and in agony, she kept her robe open and hood down. Shadows of crooked horns danced like a jester’s draconic crown.

Yaro should have left then, left the city and found a new one to find rest in. Instead, she crouched, looking the gorgon directly in their eye. The other eye had a patch over it, Yaro hadn’t noticed before. They trembled, staring not at Yaro but at what Yaro represented: their end.

“It will be hard to believe,” Yaro said in the softest voice she could manage, “but I will not hurt you.”

The gorgon stared, leaning down so her arm was in the least-painful position it could be in. Leaning down and as far as she could be from Yaro. It wept openly, tears running down their jaws and their aura like a weighty thundercloud.

Yaro emanated peace, repeating, “I won’t hurt you.”

Nothing Yaro could do would ease the tension. But she had to do something before they would lose their other arm or bleed out. She came down to one knee, close enough to the arm that she could reach it. She removed her mask, hoping truth may ease her tension. She doubted it, but she had little else to work with.

“I will paralyze you,” it said in many hushed voices. “I will paralyze you,” it said, waving its mouths slowly in display.

“I don’t believe that,” Yaro said. She drew close to the wound, opening her mouth and exposing her many fangs and stubs. She pointed at her tongue. “My toxin heals instead.”

“I will paralyze you,” the gorgon repeated, less convincingly. She winced as her involuntary movements pulled her arm from her body. “I will…”

“No, you won’t.” Yaro said. “You will remain still while I heal you.” She leaned towards the arm, all the while keeping eye contact and emanating peace. It was difficult to do, her nerves wanted to scream panic. Even if she would avoid the venom, it was only a matter of time before the local protectors would come for her. She didn’t have the time to stay here.

“I will…” mumbled the gorgon, “stay still.” Her voice was a whisper in a storm. The sunflower yellow of her eyes waned in vibrance, glassy. Yaro didn’t have much time, nor patience for any further placating.

Yaro got to work. SHE HAD TO HELP BEFORE THEY WERE GORGONE

She held the arm rigid with one hand and the opposite shoulder with the other. She gripped tightly, drawing blood from the shoulder only. She inspected the wound. It was horrible. Tendons were ripped free from the bone, muscle brutally severed, blood drooling from so many vessels, skin shaggy and scales pulverized in.

Yaro opened her mouth, ready for putridity to encase her smell and taste.

The gorgon was delicious.

Yaro had had gorgon meat before, stolen from the table of some well-to-do with Natrai and the others. They feasted on things they would never have been otherwise be able to, the heist taking a hold to savor it. With ample time of the villa owners attending a gala that night, they had things like sugar bread, roasted gorgon flank, renua-rice, and so much more. The carnivores enjoyed the other ghrepul shoulder, phoenix wings, and unicorn kebab -which used the creature's actual horn shaved into a skewer.

Yaro’s mouth trembled at the memory-taste she currently had in her mouth. Fancy people cooked things, but the tastiest and healthiest were raw. Like the gorgon she ate.

No. She was not eating her, she was healing. Every lick, every salty, metallic, and flavor-rich stroke sealed those muscles, tendons, vessels, and lipid-stores. Was it so bad that she got something out of it? Even if she didn’t gain enough sustenance to actually feed her, she was able to experience a flavor she may never again.

It was familiar, too. This was not the first time she did this, healing someone alive. And like now, she knew it tasted wonderful. It was a taste she could not bring back the memory of, a taste like the gorgon’s but more citric.

She let her mind roam as she did like when healing herself. She had little else to do, paying attention to anything quickly lost meaning as the energy every look took stacked on her. It tired her, more so than healing herself. With her own wounds, she could return some of the energy spent back into her system. With this gorgon, all was lost to the repair.

She licked and licked more. If someone were to come, they would think she was teasing her prey and leave her alone. It was not wrong to eat non-civilized creatures like a gorgon, so the common law said. But it still felt vile to her, like cheating a relative. But she was a special case that probably led to higher empathy.

Why was she here healing this gorgon in the first place? Why was she expending energy to the point she knew she would pass out to bring back this creature who’d already suffered such trauma? Would it not have been more right of her to end it's pitiful existence? And then, to consume the flesh, a payment for her services?

That choice was already passed as the bruising arm jolted in her grasp. She must have repaired an important nerve. She would keep going.

The zuyg fell behind the buildings, out of sight. The stars of the zuyg vanished as the sayk colored the sky an unsaturated red of the early morning.

With a lick to seal the skin, she’d finished.

Yaro pulled her cloak up and sat on the filthy ground. She was cold and tired, ready for her deserved sleep. If they came for her, so be it, she hadn’t much to live for in the first place.

She looked to the gorgon, to see if they were even still alive. With that sunflower eye, it gazed back, radiating excitement and gratitude. They were awake?

The wound, though healed, still would need to take a lot of energy to become fully scarred over. She passively felt her leg, the bones slowly going back into place where she’d missed. It wasn’t perfect, and the gorgon would surely be tired as it healed too.

Instead, the gorgon seemed to have more energy than the drunkards from the night before. It trumpeted a noise Yaro assumed meant thank you. Then, it said in the common tongue, “Please, come with me to the baker, she will take care of you.”

Yaro was not about to go anywhere, not that she could anyway. She blinked slowly, sleep pulling her eyes. With what little strength she had left, she crawled back to her hiding spot, donned her mask,and wrapped herself in her cloak. She readied herself for sleep. 

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Her eyes closed only for a few seconds. She found herself in bed. It was pretty simple to surmise what happened: the gorgon got the baker, they took her to their house and laid her in a bed. The Tukk-guided soft-hearts.

Yaro didn’t have time to make nice and have a drink with strangers. She had a mission. She had to leave.

The linen smelled clean and was so comfortable under her. She was still in her cloak, but her mask was put at a bedside stand. They’d seen her and still carried her and let her sleep in a bed. She felt the urge to leave, but also to stay, just for a while to savour the comfort.

Fresh bread wafted in the air, newly baked and more still baking. It stirred something in her, something lost, something consumed. Egra, the witch, what had she taken from her that the scent of bread elicited? Something the ring pointed her to: answers.

Next to her mask sat cooked eggs on a plate with sausage and a small loaf of golden bread. She consumed it all quickly, unsure if anyone would come and take it away from her. The spices in the sausage were wonderful, a sweetness underlying hot pepper. It did not compare to the gorgon’s flesh.

She didn’t need to eat it quickly. If they were going to do anything to her, they would have done so while she slept. Or, at least, not put her in a place she was supposed to feel safe in. She felt it was a trick, but logic told her it was a kind of repayment for saving the gorgon.

Mask on and robe clasped, she snuck out of the window of the room, careful not to draw any attention to her. If she stayed much longer, she may have to explain her behaviour. Or worse, stay for a while.

The musty smell of the streets guided her out of the city. While making her way, she was sure to pilfer a few fuur for later. She wasn’t hungry, this was just preparation for that inevitability. If only she didn’t have to eat so often, or at all.

The gorgon, why had she saved them? The way the humi were acting, this was a long standing animosity towards them. They couldn’t survive for much longer if they had such animosity. So why did it stay? Was it bound to the baker in some way? Why not just find a new town? It didn’t matter. In the end, Yaro would never see them again, just like everyone in her life.

Did she prolong the gorgon’s suffering? Should she have done a different kind of kindness, one so morbid and natural? More words of wisdom of Natrai came to her:

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Yaro had skimmed some fuur from the zealot after their most recent heist. He would not miss five fuur, and he deserved to have less. He almost compromised them by getting too drunk off of the meal’s wine.

Natrai, when going over what they retrieved to split it evenly, found the five missing. Everyone accused Yaro, of course. They had no way to prove she’d done anything.

Natrai opened Yaro’s palm, revealing the five fuur under the flames of her tattoos.

The zealot came at her with his pole, striking her across her face. Her nose cracked and blood dripped from a swiftly swelling cheak. She would heal, everyone knew it. So he struck her again, to make his point. She went sprawling and dragged herself to her room. 

She cried that night, not for the first time. She didn't often cry, it was pointless. When she did, she had to keep away from everyone, lest they abuse her weakness. Natrai came in and sat next to her. 

She explained how Yaro got what was coming to her. You do not steal from family. But the zealot did go a little too far and has been justly punished himself.

Natrai provided another lesson, “the people most trodden upon must look out for each other, because no one else will. Yaro, you should never steal from someone who needs to steal to live.”

Natrai then storied an anecdote of a homeless boy she found stealing from her. She had noticed him, of course, he was young and inexperienced. She had allowed him to think he was successful, then followed him back to his hollow in an abandoned building in the worst part of the city. His room was in worse than squalor: mold, rotten things, and filth made his beadfellows. He himself was caked in dirt, his ribs showing, and many welts and scars all over his body. The boy was terrified when he noticed her, and tried to run away. "do you know who that was?" That boy was the zealot. "The people who have it the worst deserve your best."

Natrai brought out the five fuur and offered it, palm outstretched.

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The person Yaro tracked, would they do the same? Would they have helped that boy, the zealot? She knew nothing about them. All she had was the words of Egra, her ring, and a deep longing.

Maybe she should not have burned Egra’s home. She now had no way of learning the things stolen from her. She was so stupid.

This person, who were they? Why had she sacrificed years of her life to find them? Why did she do anything? She had no reason to help the gorgon, but she did. She had no reason to live, but she did.

She might as well continue, just to see this to its end. If her heart told her anything, it was that she had to find that person.

Would this person be looking for her?

Maybe they were taken captive. The Tuumon Kova, they knew what it was and what it did. She knew this, but could not remember herself.

She took out her ring. It gleamed with her aura, green bubbles with red glowing cracks. But within those cracks, those peculiar violet spikes with white bone-like tips. Those were this person’s…

She really was stupid. She should have spent time with that gorgon, gaining resources before her leaving. She was sure, if they were grateful enough to bed her unconscious, they would give her a few things to travel with. Maybe even a blanket. She left the city with only herself, mask, cloak, ring, and five fuur. Her mistakes were the past. 

She would keep moving forward, wherever that may lead.

Where was she now? She’d crossed the Rot Saegri a day ago; she stowed away on a large cargo vessel. It wasn’t hard, she just had to duck under the hull during the dark of night. Then, climb up and crawl through a porthole. She found herself a dark corner and waited, silently.

The ring guided her north-west, towards Mount Witch. How much longer would this journey take? She only had the future to move towards. The past did not matter.

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